so, i've had a crazy beginning of the year. i got a leadership award at my robotics club (big win), i'm leading an animatronic project that i'll be presenting soon, and i'm learning so much about engineering. things look to be going great, right?

i just don't really know how to feel. half of my family shamed me for the award and i've been working on this project non-stop for the past 2-3 months. i've had no time to breathe or read or draw or anything. i have to travel a bunch after next week. i just hope i can keep up, this is all so overwhelming. i don't really have time to do things for myself anymore, and i really miss drawing for fun. i wanna end this blogpost positively, but this just makes me worry about what it'll be like when i'm an adult.. will i be This busy all the time? will i be able to handle it?